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I think I need to start behaving myself.

I can't do all the things Teresians do. In St. Teresa the girls walked around with their pinafores unzipped and baju kurung skirts hiked up around their thighs when the weather was too hot. We didn't have to go to the bathroom to change clothes for PE, everyone just strips in class. The girls talked about their periods openly and boobs were pretty much public property to your friends. In a way, it was like being part of a giant sorority. Buuuut, I'm not in an all girls school anymore so I can't do all those things. I can't be as loud as I want or touch people in places I shouldn't. HAHAH. I can't walk around school or sit in class with my baju kurung skirt lifted over my knees. No, it's time to be a lady now.

No, this is not an attempt to 'fit in'. I've given up on that years ago. Every school I've been to, I can never really fit in. I'm just different and I've accepted that. I take being called weird as a compliment. I'd rather be myself no matter how strange I am and be remembered for something than just be another face in the crowd. I'm still going to speak my mind and be my usual random self. I'm not changing who I am. I'm just minding my manners and behaving myself a little more.

It's about time I start really studying too. By really studying, I mean sitting there for hours with a book. Not my usual open book-stare at it-get distracted by the smallest of anything and everything like a mosquito flying by or random thoughts about beavers-close book...."I think I'll go on facebook now". No, this time I'm going to actually study. Time's running out and it's time to get serious. SPM, you're a bitch.

Time to make a change for the better.

"I'm not going anywhere", he said.

And then he left.

So last week Suneeta spent 3 nights and 4 days in my house. Every night, 5 minutes after wishing each other good night, we'd start talking and laughing so hard and the next thing we knew, we'd have to wake up for school in about 3 hours and it was during exam week so you can just imagine what our results are going to be like.

We got hungry on the first night and neither of us know how to cook. We tried to fry an egg but couldn't find the clicky thingy to light the stove so microwaved the eggs instead. It cooked but it came out hard. It took us forever to just chew one piece. We spent like 2 hours just doing this. Basically, it was two retards microwaving eggs in their pyjamas at midnight, the night before midterm exams. Typical us. Will upload the video soon.

We logged into this random sex chat website and joined in the group conversations. It was hilarious. Suneeta made friends with this hot scottish nerd (in a non-cyber-sexual way). We nicknamed him Jam Jennings. Watched All Time Low videos on Youtube. I've gotten Suneeta hooked on them. All Time Low is like my favourite band and I want to make babies with their frontman, Alex Gaskarth. :D

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School held a Battle of the Bands yesterday. It was cool. First place went to A Minus. Their drummer was awesome. I couldn't stop watching him. Second place went to Amir's, Boon Hoe's, Ravin's and Savin's band - Ground Zero. Yay! I like their drummer too. *winkwink* :D

Went to Carrefour for lunch after that where Boon Hoe and I decided to be chefs and mixed everyone's leftovers into one really gross dish. Charleen dared us to taste and we did. It wasn't as bad as we thought it would be. There was this lady sleeping at one of the tables in the food court so Suneeta and I woke her up. It was Suneeta mostly. I just poked her and ran.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MAVINIA!
You're totally and completely yourself
and its rare to find people like that these days.
You're a really cool person and I love you, lady.
Hope you had a really sweet 16th.

Went to KLCC for Mavinia's birthday today. Consisted of Rubin, Tarvin, Priyanka, Jwalita, Suneeta, Dianne, Harsha, Asmitha, Ju Ann, Dania, Pinky and of course Mavinia. Only met Dania and Pinky today. Clicked with them instantly. They're really cool.

Mavinia's parents took us to the Sky Bridge. Everyone randomly sang happy birthday to her in the elevator and we were so loud. Once, we were on the bridge, we spotted a school from a distance that looked like ours and there was another school on the opposite side that also looked like ours.

Everyone: *excited* "our school! our school!"
Mavinia's Dad: "Wangsa Maju is on the opposite side."
*everyone walks to the opposite window and spots the other orange school*
Everyone: *excited* "our school! our school!"
Mavninia: "no, no. that's not our school. our school's field is not that big okay."
Everyone: *disappointed* "ohhh."
Me: "okay you guys, not every orange building is our school okay."

Went for lunch at Nando's after that. Mavinia told us she wasn't having a cake and you can't celebrate a birthday without a cake so we surprised her with a cake after lunch. After singing happy birthday and cutting our cake, Mavinia's parents surprised her with a cake too. So we did the whole singing happy birthday and cutting cake thing again. HAHAH. Yes, everyone at Nando's was staring.

Harsha: "eh, Mavinia! wait, I got another cake for you." *pretends to walk away*
Mavinia: *OMG face*
Harsha: "eh, no la. just joking."
Me: *dies laughing*

birthday girl.

Watched a movie after that. Green Zone. Then finally went home around 9pm. It was a really fun day. Laughed non-stop especially since the sssexay Harsha was there (say it how she says it - sssexay!). She's insanely hilarious.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, PHOEBE SIMON!

You are and always will be my wife.
Remember ah, NO DIVORCE.
This year, may you be blessed with
good grades, pork and apeks.
Have an awesome 17th, Phoby.
Pucheng lalaloves you.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SUNNY BUNNY!
Have an awesome 17th my lesbian lover / best friend.
I swear, I'd be completely lost at school without you.
I mean, who else would dance the frog dance
and rap about stupid things with me?
No one gets me like you do.
I looooove you.

Had prom committee meeting followed by drama rehearsals at school today. Celebrated Suneeta's birthday at the playground behind school after that. Boon Hoe, Steffi, Thanuja, Sherlina, Reena, Tejinder, Tarvin, Rubin, Mavinia and I hid in this tiny little hut while waiting for her. The minute Suneeta arrived, we all went charging after her, spraying her with water and streamers while Jwalita and Priyanka held her so she couldn't run. She was completely drenched. Rubin, Tarvin, Boon Hoe, Suneeta and I sat in KFC talking for hours after that. Well, Suneeta and I did most of the talking.

Yesterday evening was one of the best few hours I've had this year.

Harsha, Rubin, Priyanka, Ravin and I went to Mavinia's house and then walked around Bukit Setiawangsa. I've been there but never explored the place until yesterday. I really like it and oh, the houses there are gorgeous. We found a bra on the sidewalk. HAHAH.

I finally got to spend real alone time with him. We made memories I never want to forget. Not much I can say about yesterday. Those moments are too precious to give away.

Of teaching me to slow dance, blisters and kisses. (: